Gain control

VERSE 1
WITH WHAT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING CRASHING DOWN TO THE GROUND/
I CAN ONLY STAND BACK AS THEY FALL DOWN/
HEARTS DANGLING ON THE EDGE IM LOOKING FOR THE GROUND/
LOOKING BACK CANT TELL WHEN IT ALL STARTED TO FALL DOWN/
SHOULD I LET THE PIECES LAY AS THEY FALL AND MOVE ON/
OR GATHER THEM UP AND START TO PUT THEM TOGETHER/
WITH SOMETHING THAT WAS SO GOOD NOW I HAVE NOTHING TO GO ON/
STANDING IN THE WIND I WANT TO HURRRY AND PUT THEM BACK TOGETHER/
CHORUS
VERSE 2
EVERYTHING DOESNT SEEMs THE SAME ANYMORE/
WHAT SEEMED LIKE BRIGHT COLORS LOOK ALL BLACK AND WHITE/
THIS WORLD JUST DOESDNT LOOK THE SAME ANYMORE/
I CAN ONLY HOPE THINGS WILL END UP ALRIGHT/
FOR A WorD THAT SEEMED NOT THAT LONG /
ITS MEANING SEEMED TO GO ON FOREVER/
how did we end up making this go so wrong/
why do you think this was going to bring us closer/
chorus
verse 3
i guess its time for me to let all this go/
im tearing down all the pictures on the wall/
as the enemy i would hope that you know/
why im ripping the pictures off the wall/
i tried to keep away from this day comin/
swallowed ever ounce of pride that i had left/
now im left in this room with nothin but my screamin/
i dont care what you thought you wanted me to have left/
chorus
it time for me to step up and gain control of my life/
cant sit back and watch the world just idly pass me by/
no one is going to try and hold me back and hand me some strife/
ill never let all this pain be the reason that ill die/
with everyone as the enemy ill have to watch my back/
the time has come for me to take control of all this/
the evil grin on my face should tell you the fact/
that theres not really anything bigger then this/