It made them sick

I'm a waste of human skin
that a better brain could go
in a living pile of shit

who gets sick at the thought of it
my heart is slowly sinking into a hell
that won't heal with drinking

keep killing them when they start healing
I'm a bastard with no heart
and I think I've been fucked from the start
please take me away from this world
at least just for one day
then I know the fear won't ever go away through
with not being able to decide waiting for the day I finally die