Scream out my throat

I'm watching tv alone
I thought I'd stay home and watch
while time flies by
will someone tell me
where's your self control?
what are we fighting for?
it keeps me alive don't ask me why
you don't understand
this means everything
you say to me
and I scream out my throat
and if anything
it was something I said
but it meant nothing to me
the stations open all night
I came back and realized
that I'm still in one piece
can someone find me
a broken stereo?
so keep the volume low
and shield your eyes for my surprise
I'm ready to stay
with every ounce of strength I have
I'll make sure this won't go to waste
and I'll stay right in my place