I'm tired of my life

sorry i gonna let ever behind
let my things let my family
and let my life
start thinking on my fuck death tonight
sorry brother mom and father but it's my time
it's too late to forgive for all my lies
my disrespect is unforgiven it's end of line
i'm between and i never come back
only i will gonna leave in a box and dead
the death try to scary me
but for me she's scared
when i die all my enemyes will make clap
i don't know what i do lately my life is a crap
everbody talk bad about me and my rap
say you never will get it never became a winner
you born loser and die loser it's your fuck trend
"You can't change your fate
shut up i tell my desire
is to spin on your face your fuck liar
now i'm on the top and still praying for god
like pac i keep head up
and never give up
god stay in my side and i know that
i know about that shit cause i'm not dead yet
i make promisses to god but i never fulfiled
forgive about that but is not easy
now i'm thinking on my past cause this never come back
i'm feeling for all my brothers
sorry for all my craps
a fool killed a girl fuck this third world
i'm singing for everbody
talking for all the world
from the rapes to murder
and two towers burning
i'm tired of my life
i never see peace and love
i know i do wrong choices
who never do wrong choices?
i pray all nights for my lord
for don't lose my hope
for still in the fight
but on this fuck moment i'm crazy to die
and wash me in blood
on the floor in my hood
a vicious die ever days and cops don't give a fuck
sorry mom you gonna cry
but it's my time it's too late to forgive for all my lies