This tragedy

I never felt so
so cold inside before
As if I, until I
Inside my world just a heartbeat
I see what I see
Sight and song this misery
in my heart

I never felt like you
I never wanted this before
I never thought like you
I never thought I'd... I loved you
Now I hide from day
fold my hands, hope and pray
Now inside my world this tragedy is taking me down

I never felt like
like crying, like dying inside
As if I, no not I
Inside my thoughts
casting shadows
No wonder I'm free
Love and hope so dear
but not in my heart