A false reality

My tears were blown away, I only hear the wind
All my fears, were left behind myself,
I can finally look at the sky, without a gray cloud
My mind is clear, so is my heart and soul
Hope invades me, I smile as I run through the fields
No war, no pain, no slaves I feel realized
Everything's in perfect harmony, all is in peace
But, I light up the candles and find myself alone....
But I look at my hands full of blood and scars
I look at the mirror, but I can't see my face
Condemned to live in obscurity, with no grace
Trying to get to sunlight but I can't reach it
A dark world full of shadows in the nothingness
my world
I look behind and wish that I could get back to live
again.
I begin to cry, my tears are blood!!