Live again

Here I am once again
Where's my meaning and purpose?
I let it slip away into nothing
So I'll ask You once again
To use me and fill me
With a joy that I can't
muster on my own

I'm learning what it's like
To die on the outside
And become much more alive
Than ever before on the inside
I've been losing my touch
With the world I'm in
and that's ok
But anyway

I'm learning how to live again
I'm feeling so alive
I know I have to lose my life to gain it
And You brought me here to show me
How to live again
And I'm ready this time
To lose the things that wear me out
And scar me on the inside
I'm learning how to live again

You were dying to clue me in
But I was running so wildly
With my eyes closed and
my hands over my ears
But You found me once again
And You loved me and changed me
I never want to turn around again

I'm learning what's it's like
To die on the outside
And become more alive than
I've ever been

There goes the life I thought I knew
I'm alive here. I'm alive here.
Start over. This is my debut.
I'm alive now more than ever.