Inner fantasies

all my lust is in vain
it's nothing
under the cover of the years
i blew up
don't let them hear when you talk
they will rip out your throat
not if i plan to arrange
i'll put all the spit in my throat
scratch that shit
i am cured
it's easy
killing all thoughts through the day
this is so good
that's the voice that i like
the one that i've been waiting for
keep it to a whisper for now
i know when your stomach gets hot
now i know what you mean when i hear you can't stand me
there's no use in waiting
there's no catch to fantasy
now, i want this to stretch out
now, i'm not about to cave
i'm ready too...