To be adored

Is it acceptance or forgiveness
I'm asking more of you
The days i find myself digging deeper and deeper graves
It's easy to lose my way with this fucked up foggy head
Full of chemicals
When all i ever wanted was to be adored
And lifted up

I'm sick and getting sicker
Oh my doctors they don't understand
The records of my afflictions in their hands

They say
Take this drug
So you can make fake love and you'll be lifted up
Take this drug
So you can make fake love and you'll be lifted up

Let's take this drug
So we can make fake love and we'll be lifted up
All i ever wanted was to be adored and lifted up