Anything but trivial

The trivial things and I pretend I got shit to do
Waiting for the phone to ring, couch in the corner, hoping that it will be you
Is this the beginning? Sure feels like the end
I've got an empty bed and no more thoughts to spend

I think I like it I said and then I turned around and frowned
I used to call you silly names, can't think of a single one right now
Thinking how you became, how you became the past tense
Instead of being here, being the present

I think I like it I said and then I smiled
I think I like it just for a little while
I think I like it I said and then I smiled
I think I like it just for a little while

Too scared to really address all the things that we need to talk about
Like how this needs to change and that's something that I really can do without
So I'll do about anything to get myself out of here
And as usual I can't explain anything