I fought it back

I fought it back - the times that left me blind
I fought it back - but winds are so unkind
It´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles
You´re always there - ´till the day I die

I fought it back - but only on borrowed time
I fought it back - but only for a little while
It´s always there - behind my hopeless smiles
You´re always there - ´till the day I die

It´s in your stare
It´s in the air
That I can´t bear

Sometimes I wish that you could see
The pain that you feed
Sometimes I really wish you could bleed
For me again

Sometimes I really wish you could see
The snakes that crawls on me
Sometimes I really wish I could flee
From you again