Start again

I can't complain I do it to myself
I'm not the same as you used to know
I'll change my name just so I can start again
I'll start again just wait

I'm trying to find my own space
While avoiding this place on the ground
My pride is receding at pace
But I'm fucked if I let it go now

All these differences, between me and them
Should have known all along,
Needed distance when, you were in my head
Telling me that I'm wrong, now I'm gone
But I've still got time, to start planting what I'll grow.

I can't complain I do it to myself
I'm not the same as you used to know
I'll change my name just so I can start again
I'll start again just wait

Screaming, nowhere to go, nothing to show, I'm a ghost,
Brighten both of my eyes cus diamonds don't cut on their own
All these differences, between me and them
Should have known all along,
Needed distance when, you were in my head
Telling me that I'm wrong, now I'm gone

But I've still got time, to start planting what I'll grow.
I can't complain I do it to myself
I'm not the same as you used to know
I'll change my name just so I can start again
I'll start again just wait

(Take me for a fool with)
Take me for a fool with everything you know, everything.
Caught up in your world, guess I should have known
I've been walking for days and its hard to see this half full when I'm thirsty
I dream of the rain that it will wash me away, so I can rest my feet.
I'm sick and tired of being, (of being) sick

I can't complain I do it to myself
I'm not the same as you used to know
I'll change my name just so I can start again
I'll start again just wait