It's too bad your god given talent is lying like a rug

Didnt have to be so bad to take
Didnt have to leave this bitterness of your taste
Didnt have to strip myself of all the guilt, of all the hate
Wish I could have given my last breath
Resusitate and revive what i thought was left
But I am not as strong as we once were
I am not at peace as we once were

I'm falling faster than the world thats crashing down on me now
Through God's great ocean, to the bottom that's where i will be found
Reciting lies you told me as I drown

Wish it wasnt oh so hard to take
I'm spitting fire at the matches as I'm tied to the stake
While you just wait to watch me burn
I guess i'll never learn that...

I'm falling faster than the world thats crashing down on me now
Through God's great ocean, to the bottom that's where i will be found
Reciting lies you told me as I drown

So is this the best that you can say for yourself now?
After you ripped out my heart, sent me back to the start
And left me standing at the top of this cliff?
I slide my knees to the edge, inhale my one last breath
And pray a gust will send me flying out
And as I fall, i resist close my eyes and reminisce
About the two years that sent me to my death

I'm falling faster than the world thats crashing down on me now
Through God's great ocean, to the bottom that's where i will be found
Reciting lies you told me as I drown

I'm walking endlessly, in search of what it feels to be loved
Devoid of all emotion, spited by the One from above
Reciting lies you told me as I drown
As I drown