If you ain't first you're last

If i could scream this song forever
Would you ever hear the words?
Would you picture for a moment
Me singing you the verse?
And i wonder if you're out there
Hoping that i'll see
And wondering if i'm here
Hoping that you think of me…

I second guess, i'm such a mess
I'm nothing but your lover's second best and…
You second guess, you're such a mess
You don't love him but i'm still your second best (your second best)

And yeah this feeling will subside
I'll keep on walking through this life
Just so you know i'll never go another night without feeling all these lies
And so i'll sing
Until my voice is empty
And i'll feel
Until my heart won't let me…

I second guess, i'm such a mess
I'm nothing but your lover's second best and…
You second guess, you're such a mess
You don't love him but i'm still your second best (your second best)

I hope it's what you wanted
Cuz this is it you've got it
We'll never speak again and i'm relieved just to be honest
We learn from every mistake, that we make
And you can fill a dent, but you can't fix a break
We're broken…

You're the poison, i'm the throat
I'm looking for the antidote
I'm burning every word i wrote
Til all that's left, is my last note, to you…
[repeat]

I used to second guess
Yeah i was such a mess
I was nothing but your lover's second best and…
Now you're his second best
Thank god you're such a mess
Your face was special now it's just like all the rest, you're second best