I'll find myself another state

Late night I’ve been singing this song for weeks
It’s getting harder to get up off my feet
I heard the city’s going to level downtown
I can’t seem to find my way around
I dropped a class, lost my job, and I went insane
Once you died she was never ever the same

And this is the part where I know
That I should learn my place and begin to grow
I’ve been digging a depression for days
I walked out without a word to say
We played a show without a place to go
I think I can never call this state my home
So let’s take this empty bottle as a warning
That’s these days will soon be ending

I was born and raised to be aimless
And with every death off your family tree
Brought out the sun so you could finally see
That those paintings on your arms
You were just pulling false alarms

And this is the part where I know
That I should learn my place and begin to grow
I’ve been digging a depression for days
I walked out without a word to say
We played a show without a place to go
I think I can never call this state my home
So let’s take this empty bottle as a warning
That’s these days will soon be ending

It won’t make a difference where we go
Cause we’ll never have a town to call our own
Sing sing sing along if you once had, had it all