Perfect obligation

You are my perfect obligation, I didn't spend a lifetime waiting
For a moment just to give you up
You're still needing my attention, a little fuel for my resentment
Any moment now I'll give you up
Come on out, come on out
Change your mind
Come on out, come on out
I'm feeling strong this time, come on out, come on out
I'm going out tonight
Lights out, I'm looking for a reason to walk away from this decision
Breaking more than promises, breaking more than us
Right now I'm looking for the
Right out, a little of the
White out of grace to wash me clean please