The truth

Oh no I can’t believe my ears
No one could ever make me feel more abandoned
But I can’t blame you
You took my shit for far too long
And you just walked away as I laid there

Your eyes so cold and full of distaste
What did I do to make you feel so sick
No another tragedy in my life
It wouldn’t be the first
Roses brought to this place
My hands on your body
I should break your neck
So you don’t have to know the hell you put us through
When I think of mistakes
You’re all I see
And you’re the last thing I need

I fear the worst from everyone
Accusations are pounding through my head
There is something more than what’s not said
I’m a paralytic cursed by the fear of my own weak hands
My hands
I’m always afraid bending under the weight
That we’ll never be able to change
I should know that it’s not the truth
All the nights you looked at me and felt no regret
Just a slave to your temper
You better believe
I’ll smile when you’re dead
I’ll find my strength with each free breath
I’ll find my strength, I’ll find my strength
I fear the worst from everyone
Accusations are pounding through my head
I fear the worst from everyone
Accusations are pounding through my head
There is something more than what’s not said
I’m a paralytic cursed by the fear of my own weak hands
My hands
I’m always afraid bending under the weight
That we’ll never be able to change
I fear the worst from everyone
And it’s pounding through my head