Heart of stone

Hell it was crystal clear
Why you left me standing here
But the wake you left behind
It's got me swimming every night

And I've got god on my side
For the first time in my life
I feel the rising of the sea, the waves keep crashing at my feet
He's sent a flood to set me free

I never knew how much it hurt
But they say you have to learn
If you're gonna write at all
You won't know you're flying till you fall

And my foods been tasting plain
And the sky don't look the same
How'd she take that away?
Left me here in such a state, turned the blue I saw to grey

It's never like the fights on the tv shows
It goes down, in real life, so bad you're walkin' home
Now I know, what it means to be alone
Harder than your heart of stone, you don't want this heart of gold
No you don't want this heart at all

I guess I better write this down, so I know my way around
And I can finally ask you how, you could stand and watch me drown
I'll say the things I'm thinking now