Runaway somehow

At first i thought it was easy
Now i gotta get out
Of this small town

Now i gotta bury my reason
And run away somehow
And forget all my vows

Help me measure how hard it's gonna be to turn around
Don't know how soon it is, but farewell

So you wreck every moment
And now the day fades out
Out in the dark

I am tearing my concepts
Just to find my new self
Or find a new town