Everyone is my friend

I know what i have to do and do it. i know what i have
to do and do it. but don't know what it is until its
done. i know it must be rough, you're so much smarter
than your friends. come clean in jokes. integrity and
tennis shoes. waiting thinking only how'd i like to be
caught waiting. territory mutinies horizon. disease
teaches immunity. a promise impled can't be broken.
and even now in the sunlight with grapefruit juice and
coffee bound and bountied to winter without end would
you two like each other or are you too alike? i know
what i have to do and do it. i know what i have to do
and do it. but don't know what it is until its done.
i've been inventing you and i continue inventing you.
may we all make it home safely. i know if must be
rough, you're so much smarter than your friends.
rehearsing disasters and forecasting all your needs. i
danced early then got shy and had to go home early. the
mirage will fade as it unfolded. the plot's defamed its
own voltage. a promise at the time can't be beat. and
even now as the snow's opening it's whole in pieces
and wets each grieving hold of last year's trash it's
not impossible to think of you thinking of me. may we
all make it home safely.