Rat poison

Something's off, I can taste it now
everything in the room keeps spinning, please stop moving
please stop standing there, my throat is getting so dry
I'm freaking out, God help me
I am losing my mind, I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear
I will never know I life, I will never sleep through the night
this is your mistake, correct it and cut off

all this time I thought you hated me
I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself and the demom between your legs
I will never give you the satisfaction, you'll never hear me screaming
fuck you and these little games you play, you're wasted now you've thrown your life away

I can see you're getting slower every day, your lungs are giving out
your arms are slowing down, we both know this can't last forever
things will change, everything will change
I can't take another bite, I can't hold this down
I can't take another bite, I can't hold this down