Vertigo unconsciousness

thought about holding my breath last night
until my face turned blue
and waited for my world to turn black as I laid in your arms,
an air deprived suicide

would speak to ears
and break down walls
I never could.
This vertigo unconsciousness.

You let this one slip through your fingertips.
mine turn numb
and there's no point to take back
what was said
when my heart no longer beats
There's only time for your regret and memories
and you cant take back, you cant take back everything you said

and after seeing my face
this farewell scrawled in saline
don't try to recessitate this love
because it will never breathe,
so throw away a million pictures,
disregard all thoughts of me,
don't try to recessitate this boy
with some health class remedy
don't try don't try

You let this one slip through your fingertips.
mine turn numb
and there's no point to take back
what was said
when my heart no longer beats
There's only time for your regret and memories
and you cant take back, you cant take back everything you said

didn't you see my stomach stop moving
did you feel my last breath on your neck