This town

New town fit in dumb it down and hold it in stare straight ahead and watch your back
see it through to the end and
I don't know what I'm doing here haven't left this apartment much this year
I spend all my days with books trying to disappear
and all of those girls who tear me down they seem so nice when I see them around but maybe they're right
and just letting me know
I don't belong in this town they small talk you to death so awfully impressed with their cleverness well I have nothing nice to say so I keep these thoughts to myself but there must be something wrong with me 'cause everyone else makes it look so damn easy
I spent all my nights removed and watching carefully
and all of those guys somehow I thought that things might change same stupid mistake
I always make and I would leave this town tonight
if I could think where to go.