No leverage / no pleasure

I know you really must feel sorry for me
'Cause I just can't have a normal heart
And I get so deeply poisoned by love
So please don't go away and leave me with nothing

I have no leverage, so I feel no pleasure
If I can't have you to myself, how can I be happy?
So please give me kisses, I won't break my promises
I can be a person if you give me the chance

Yes, I am ascending to a new low
Yes, I feel it spiraling out into everyone
Can you feel me gnawing away at your heart
And can you hear me when I scream

I love you

Oh, can you see, you took over me
You hijacked my mind, not that I want it back
I want you so bad, I know that it's sad
It's just how I deal, I can't help how I feel

Look I have no doors, I've torn through the walls
I've ripped up the floors, laid waste to it all
I burned up my body, now I have nobody
Can I have you? And can you be everything I need?

Yes, I am ascending to a new love
Yes I feel it spiraling out into everyone
Can you feel me gnawing away at your heart
And can you hear me when I scream

I love you
I need you