Living through suffering

Some might say those dreams of yours
will never take you far
But like i´ve always said we shall see
who´s smiling last
When I´m tired and crawl in my grey life
those dreams will keep me sane
So don´t come to tell me how I should live my life
I live it the way I like

I´m living through this suffering
laughing for my mistakes
I´ll never pull the trigger
although it have crossed on my mind
It would be too easy
to end this all in one shot
I swallow the pain
and see what tomorrow will bring to me

Some might say "you´re out of your mind
to think like that"
But it´s just my way to keep my feets
on the ground
Or else I might fly too high
and end up hurting myself
It´s better not to plan things too far
cause you might get disappointed