A very sad song

Sitting here alone
Staring at the floor
No one calls me good
I'm leaving here today
I did everything you asked
I did everything I could
And all that matters now has gone for good
But if I would fall
Would you then meet
Would you do anything for me
Then I'll suppose you know that I'm let down
And I'll understand I'll be your guy
I'll do everything right tonight
And I'll suppose you know that I'm let down

So I guess you were correct
Now my life is back
No one called me good
I'll leave myself today
Washed up on the shore
Sadder than I was before
I gave up my existence for a better call

So if I would fall
What would you do
Now I mean nothing at all to you
I won't suppose you know that I am let down
And I'll fade away
I'll go to black
I will sleep away tonight
I'll counter attack
You know I am not let down
So now I fell can you see me
1, 2, 3, 4, I am so lonely
If this thing breaks then I'll break down