To whom it may concern

I don't even know the real me,
Sometimes I scare my self,
Can you please help me find my way back to reality

I've washed my hands of this disease
But now it's taken over me
Now it's taken over me
I stand with no one by my side
Broken and demoralized
Give me a reason to believe

I know I should let it go,
This time just let is bleed away,
When I gave up all on hope,
You know I lost apart of me

I've washed my hands of this disease
But now it's taken over me
Now it's taken over me
I stand with no one by my side
Broken and demoralized
Give me a reason to believe