Party favours

Here's the end, here's the beginning
Erase your memory, then youll go on living
Dont remind me, dont defeat me
Living in the present is all that makes me happy
So, tonight for sure im gonna go out
If i can get myself off of this couch
Drink will flow and blood will spill
Im all out of practice, honey, cant you tell

I catch your eyes from across the room and oh, i can hardly stand
And every move is calculated as we brush past each others hands
And i dont know what the future holds
Thats more than ive got planned

Whats been going on in my absence
Im losing touch with my final shred of confidence
Im losing touch with adolescence
My hearts aflame, ill meet you in the ambulance
I cant explain
No, im sorry but i cant explain