Savior of lies

When I was young I regret wasting away my time.
Up so high living off of drugs,forgetting myself inside.
Now that I'm old I regret losing all of my life.
Coughing a dead lung cigarettes
Controlling the rest of my life.
When I was younger id spend my days
Racing to the next days.
Who would have figured
It would be me lying there breathless

So I'm left here all alone. Where will I go?
All my life I had wished
I tried to be more like you would want me to be.
All my anger and all my pain
I feel I'm saying goodbye to me.

Maybe now I'll start over the fall of my embers.
Will I go on, what's left over?
Will I be remembered as the savior of nobody else?
Where I went wrong was left severed and forgotten forever.
Maybe I regret laid back days knowing I'm useless.
But I'll never forget it's my life
And you can never take me back

Cause I'm dying all alone. Where will I go?
All my life I had wished
I tried to be more like you would want me to be.
All my anger and all my pain I feel I'm saying goodbye to me.

I'd redo everything cause I'm on my own.
Slow down and take my time cause
I'm on my own, set in stone.
I'd redo everything cause I'm all alone.
Slow down and take my time cause I'm all alone set in stone.
I don't remember falling in love or waking up happy.
This is my letter. Farewell friends I hope you don't look back.
And I wish you all good luck falling down.
All my life I had wished
I tried to be more like you would want me to be.
All my anger and all my pain I feel I'm saying goodbye to me.