The wrong way

Eyes tightly shut
I stare inside but it's not enough
Conscious, of the darkness
Sentience without sense, just seems so senseless
A broken soul, lost to the noise
But try as I might I can’t fill this void
Of empty space, of emptiness
I must confess, lest I repress
That I used to think that I could change this place
But now it might be better if I fade away
Cause all these questions on my mind, that I am not to say
Vision division, perception collision
Perpetuating such a perplexing addiction
Conscious of my own minds darkness, lost in silence as I f-f-f-fade

Everything in here feels so wrong
Can I just stay away forever
And everyone I know just moved on
But I can't bring myself to let it go

Calling out, calling out
In empty space
My world crashes around me
Calling out, calling out
But it's still the same

And if I didn't know now what I didn't know
Then maybe I could find some peace in the ignorance
Try pretend that it's not this way
That I'm okay and its all a game we play
I used to think that I could change this place
But these days it’s better just to fade away
From the light, outta sight
It's time to say goodnight sweetheart
It's not right and I think that I can't fight

Everything in here feels so wrong
Can I just stay away forever
And everyone I know just moved on
But I can't bring myself to let it go

Getting lost forever
I can feel their hands dragging me down
This could be my final word
I sew my lips to remain silent now