Pardon me

Pardon me, sorry but this isn't easy
the choice of what I want, regret or amity?
& Practically you're the one that made me this way
Turn the tables, swap the shoes and then we'll see

If only I didn't go there, I wouldn't be under your strain
the pain when I hear your name.
If only I didn't fall for you, and did the things I did for you
this thing and one thing, I'm hesitant on you

Here we go again, coincidentally now you hate me
I'm better of this way, you weren't how I expected you to be
& how ironically, I'm not the one that made you that way
wound in round one, but in two, I've dodged a close one