Last day

Words that never surface actions that never
spoke I'm getting tired of holding back how often do I bite
my tongue show you more consideration it's time to try not
to let it slack these days have bled one into another your
actions have led me into confusion these days go by one into
another and now I try to stop your illusions it feels so good
inside to take back all the control I can't afford to give it away
this time I won't listen you won't persuade me with something
you have to say if happiness is state of mind then I'm heading
for the border the state I'm in right now gives me no
sense of order so today I decide to put myself at number
one you won't see me walk away you'll see me run.