Just barely

i know you said that you needed a change
how was I to know that you meant moving

away
so far from me?
when all you had to say
was I can't stay

and i can barely even remember
i had oceans in my lungs
it feels like burning
but i'm sinking
and all that i can remember is
feeling your arms around my neck
and i'm dying to be back then
with you

this is the first time
i've ever changed my mind
on account of you, instead of doubting you
god knows i've doubted you