Forever this way (feat. derek sanders of mayday parade)

There's something I'd really like to tell you
Maybe your ears won't ring this time
I'm building a house in my mind
The nails we use are old and rusted
Turning fresh water to wine
The faith we crave gets worse with age
Please let me believe
That I'll find it, find it in me
I don't know where my life went
I don't know where it went
I'll stay forever this way
'Cause I need to be miserable
Just save me now
Throw my brain against the wall until it sticks
(Until it sticks)
What's the name I tried to catch? I can't remember it
(I can't remember shit)
If my bones hold pain and gravity again
I'll replace the broken parts instead
Blaze all forms of evidence
I'm building a house in my mind
The nails we use are old and rusted
Turning fresh water to wine
The faith we crave gets worse with age
Please let me believe
I'll find it, find it in me
I don't know where my life went
I don't know where it went
I'll stay forever this way
I need to be miserable
Just save me now
I'm building a house in my mind
The nails we use are old and rusted
Turning fresh water to wine
The faith we crave gets worse with age
Oh, please let me believe
That I'll find it, find it in me
I don't know where my life went
I don't know where it went
I'll stay forever this way
'Cause I need to be miserable
Just save me now