Casket

When will you understand?
When will you grasp it?
With thoughts like these
You might just end up in a casket
It's like a poison inside my mind
Reborn from the fear of these scars I choose to hide

Wake up to the pain
Sleepwalk through the day
The voices remain
And they're all here to stay
I'm my worst enemy
Saying I'll be fine only hurts me
In spite of what you see
I've shackled myself up
And lost the key

Well, I will break the chains
And put back all the pieces of my heart
Death keeps knocking at my door
I haven't answered it yet
It's just this front that you see
And it's the pain you forget

Down down, down down
Down down, down until you're underground
Don't give me the chance to bury you now
Under their microscopes
They stick their needles, there's still no hope
A diagnosis that doesn't exist

Here lies a man
That wouldn't be missed for shit
I feel like I'm about to choke
On all the words I never spoke
I can't let regret
Get to my head