Never-ending dilemma

As I walk this lonely journey
Everyone call me wizard
Seems there's no one understanding
They miss the peace (of my apart)

Thoughts invade my brain
Reality play tricks on me
Sorrow won't embrace my eyes
Pain won't feel like home...

Thoughts invade my brain
Memory play tricks on me
What was at first so calm
Now is monstrous...

With weak eyes to notice
Alchemy helps me
My feet bleed spirits
Frozen moments I've got!

Thoughts invade my brain
Reality play tricks on me
What was at first so calm
Now is monstrous night-by-night

Queen of wishes
Goddess of stars (God of wizards)
Cold announcements
Touch my mind
Hear my call
Silently whispered...