Walking contradictions

We spent our time, staring at clocks and crossing lines.
I always though you were on my side.
All you could see were the unattractive parts of me. You wanted out, wanted to be free.
And then came the distance it's as if two years were like an instant.
Suddenly I wasn't worth the wait...

I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let it end.
Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to pretend?
Which way to go? We lost our map sometime ago you walk above, and I'll walk below.
I've done my share, and we both know that I've done my best in killing you with kindness

Aren't we walking contradictions? Having love, but calling it fiction...
I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let it end.
Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to pretend?

I need to be on my own (at least for now). You need to be on your own.
But all these thoughts I keep inside
because don't we love wasting our time.

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I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let it end.
Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to pretend?