Not waving

Yes I will go out there
Out there where
I know you can not find me
Hold on to the steel rail
Too long now
I know I must let go
Here I am in the ocean
Not waving but drowning
Just a nervous reaction
Please don't rescue me
So cold I can't feel my toes
I'll let them go
Who needs them?
Circulations stand still
H2O can freeze you to the marrow
Learn to love the water
It will love you like there's no tomorrow
There is no tomorrow