Anger, fear and sorrow

Anger, fear and sorrow
A new identity
So pain and tears will follow
Or stay in secrecy

"What should my final words be?
Is this my legacy?
All tales and stories untrue
Now it's up to you..."

In silence I recall all the cruelties clearly,
when I repent on my knees
I'm trying to be nailed to a cross for my sins,
but no one ever believes

This day has turned into darkness for you / echoes through eternity
So try not to give in to the fear / look into eternity

Caught in self-build conservation
No mind and soul's deliverance
My free will's illumination
By mankind's ignorance

Numb all feelings in me
Beyond life and death I see
Sleep tight... eyes wide open
No dream can comfort me

Here it comes... the shame again... ends in voices