Schoolboy deathwish

before you get wasted again
write everything down
may you never forget
remember your words
sex is a curse
use lipstick or use sperm
our blistered smiles don't
make a difference

i am happy if you are
you're a man, you don't love
growing down, growing apart
good boys always hide their scars
i am happy if you are
when you're glad, i am gone

plain skin
always return
deeper in
the houses around us
buildings full of homes
every home has its window
but curtains just hang on unnoticed
a lantern fell six floors crashing
somebody gave it as a
christmas present
forgive forget
get forgotten