Dead serious

To be honest with you I guess that I will never have a chance to change my life
Everything is so wrong around me all the time
Am I losing my mind?
I have been talking alone for a while
Smashing my bones against this fucking world

Every word that comes out of my mouth is so disgusting to this society
Maybe I’m sick, or just don’t belong in here
But I have to find a way to get the fuck out of here
Am I ready to die?
I’ve been walking alone and so high, and I’m still here begging for more

You can lie
You can try to hide

Hate me or take it all away from me
This is who I really am, you can’t save me from myself
Bleed me and make me kill what I can’t see
Prove to me that I am mine, please me just to change my mind

I keep saying that I’m fine
But my tired eyes don’t lie
And you’re still here asking for more?

You can cry
You can lie to hide

Hate me or take it all away from me
This is who I really am, you can’t save me from myself
Bleed me and make me kill what I can’t see
Prove to me that I am mine, please me just to change my mind

Hate me or take it all away from me
This is who I really am, you can’t save me from myself
Bleed me and make me kill what I can’t see
Prove to me that I am mine, please me just to change my mind
Hate me or take it all away from me
This is who I really am, you can’t save me from myself
Bleed me and make me kill what I can’t see
Prove to me that I am mine, hurt me and never change my mind