My silence

Pieces of my mind spread out on the ground
I hang above the void Trying to hold on
To whatever that is left of me....

A deceitful calm lays upon the surface
Hiding all the turmoil underneath
It threatens to break through at any moment
To wreck and overturn
The pitchblack downward spiral like a maelstrom
Pulling everything into the deep
Drowning in the currents overwhelming
Never to return

Trying to get hold of reality
But it just keep slipping away from me

Fuck you all, just leave me be
There's no room in here for you
Just me locked up inside my silence
With thoughts and dreams and memories
Just leave me be, and let me breath
I don't want you to come near me

The abyss opens up into a vacuum
An empty void of nothingness
Filling every corner of existence
In silent solitude
The disordered chaos and confusion
Always raging wildly all inside
Breaking down the barriers to the outside
It gives no respite

Trying to get hold of reality
But it still keep slipping away from me

Fuck you all, just leave me be
There's no room in here for you
Just me locked up inside my silence
With thoughts and dreams and memories
Just leave me be, and let me breath
I don't want you to come near me