Dearly departed

Oh dearly departed it is true
I don't know how to live without you
And I try to fake it but my hands they are shaking

And I feel like I'm out of stuff to lose

Now I've been doing right, I've been doing wrong
I've been living life, I put it in a song
I try to drown it out, the noises and the sounds
The voices in my head, they're getting real loud
My head is getting light, the day is feeling long
Can't we speed this up, it's such a sad song
I tried to give it up but it just felt wrong
I don't know how to cope now that you are gone, no

People say I'm addicted to the low life
But they don't know my life
They don't know my life
People always been calling me a loser
But they don't know what I've lost
They don't know what I've lost

Oh clearly departed it is true
I've fallen through the fear without you
And I try to fake it but my heart it is breaking
And I know that I'm out of stuff to lose

Now I've been doing right, I've been doing wrong
Making it alright, I put it in a bong
I tried to drown it out with vodka all around
With liquor in my head, I'm feeling warmer now
My head is getting light, my hands are getting cold
Did we speed this up 'cause I'm starting to feel old
I tried to give it up but I lost control
I don't know how to cope now that you are gone

People say I'm addicted to the low life
But they don't know my life
They don't know my life
People always been calling me a loser
But they don't know what I've lost
They don't know what I've lost