Cloistered life

All the doors were locked outside
And there's nothing to do here, inside
Nobody knows about my presence, my life
I don't feel the pleasure to live here, now

In this prison, there's only darkness
Nothing more beyond the desolateness
All my life forever will be confined
And time corrodes me, my body and my mind

All the facts are going out of my memory
There is no honor in all of my history
Only for vanity I tried to reach the glory
But finally you jailed my body (only my body)

There are only four walls in my inmensity
Living in fear forever I will be
A hate channel rising from my inner self
Only with blood I can get my liberty

My bizarre life means nothing for you
I'm just a morbid man, dying in your sentence
Maybe someday I become a normal man
But the society will never accept me with dignity

I don't remember how to be a normal man
The disease wracks me, destroys me
God and my friends left me, I lost my faith
Please death, save me from this hell