Everyone's honesty

I met him in my favorite place
well it used to be until I realised
how crappy it could make me feel
before the doorman rejected me
he could't handle my virginity
but the Dj could
just before the music turned life into something good

And he aked for my sugestions
needed my directions
and even though Dr.Martin don't go well with the lights cleaped tight
he asked if I was hugary, my wallet couldn't speek for me
so I gave him my company
but something made my try to read his eyes

'course'
I didn't give my self away
no mather how close it may seem
apart from my presious face
I didn't give my self away
he didn't take anything from me
apart from my presious face
in everyone's honesty

He had money enough to spend
but back home he had a girl
he had me watching his influense
he lied and I listened
word for word
but calling all the bluffs I heard
I thought would cause me more
then listening to the decade way of those word

By then I started noteseeing
the masculine curve
calculating with my young thirst
he said he had to see me naked first
then for that part in his movie he could end his search
he had me in mined
I felt that telling me didn't strike me as beeing the director kind

'course'
I didn't give my self away
no mather how close it may seem
apart from my presious face
I didn't give my self away
he didn't take anything from me
apart from my presious face
in everyone's honesty

I never wanted to be an actres
I can't pretend to cry
I couldn't even ask him why he didn't look me in the eyes
still my naivity gave it a try
behinde his hotelroom-door
I could see his real intention rise from across the floor

I wish I'd been younger
that it could has passed as a mistake
I wish I'd been older
old enough to have him shake
by the way he was Sweedish
he really delt in realastate
well he delt enough to see me naked
I should have exposed that with-feathered faker

'course'
I didn't give my self away
no mather how close it may seem
apart from my presious face
I didn't give my self away
he didn't take anything from me
apart from my presious face
in everyone's honesty

honesty

silly me