Just to get to me

I close my eyes
Try to tell myself it'll be alright
But my doubt in mind is against me now
I can't hold it down

I thought I was a strong man
I don't wanna say that I'm fallin' apart
I know I'm gonna break so what's it gonna take
To get to my heart, oh, You are my heart

And sometimes You shatter dreams
You tear down walls
You wake me up when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me

You shower me when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
Just to get to me

I don't deserve for You to chase me down
To call me out, one day I hope to learn
How to completely give You all of me, hey

Through all the testing
You have never left me falling apart
I know I'm gonna break
Do what it's gonna take to get to my heart

If that means You shatter dreams
You tear down walls
You wake me up when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me

You shower me when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
Just to get to me

Before I ever had a heart beat
Before I even had a name
You held my life inside of Your hands

Every door that You open
And every road that you close
Was your plan in motion to make me who I am

You shatter dreams, You tear down walls
You wake me up when I'm half asleep
Just to get to me

You shower me when I don't deserve
You never hold back anything, no
You never hold back
You never hold back anything
Just to get to me