Calm & medicated

dont take my advice
im calm, im medicated
stand to the side
off look their meditating
interested colors, im falling again
i pull you in, we'll both fall deeper in

can i say a word fifteen ways
do you hear the things im trying to say?
im turning meanings to shadow of gray
bringing texture to the storm as we've forgotten to day

take one hit and let one go
keep me droning on
keep me holding on.