Kids from calvary

Will I find myself on the floor
More often these days than I did before?
With this narrow notion that
I'm somehow always missing out
That someday soon I'll finally feel you now
By some good effort of virtue
But how long, how long
Will I sing songs of emptiness and go on.
Go on, I'm clean but I'm complacent.
Where'd you go, where'd you go?
My God, I'm so sick of asking but I need to know.
Hands gripped to the steering wheel,
I'm screaming out
Where'd you go where'd you go
I've been sitting here for hours with my eyes closed.
I'm clean but I'm complacent.
Well it must be nice to get the point.
To arrange your whole life
And know exactly where you're going.
But I'll take it one step at a time
Is what I want right now,
But no matter the measure it's never enough somehow
When the lights go out, are you tossing in your sleep? Fragile like me.
Saying where did you go?
Where did you?
And the nights we spent there dancing through the streets
Oh the kids from Calvary
Where did they go, where did they?
Don't be fooled by what I show.
Without you I'm nothing, without you I won't make it
Oh I'm clean but I'm complacent