A life changing event

Verse:
Let's wait a moment after this sweet november,
And look back at what we remember and try not to surrender.

Chorus:
I've lost my innocence to this life and i try to do what is right.
(i try to do right)

Verse 2:
You held all that you could there in your hands.
It all slipped right from your palms.

Chorus x1

Breakdown:
I do whats right for me.
No time for hesitation.
Each bend will bring a break.
I see what i've been missing.
Your eyes tell me what your body could not.
(the hypnotic sound of your cries leaves me wanting more tears in your eyes)
I do whats right for me. right for me.

Build up:
I will find out your screams when you promise me...

Outro:
...to show me where i should be with your hands around my throat.
(around my throat)