This life is killing me

I believe, i believe
That my life is running out on me
I believe there's a light that i can't see
It's your saving grace but it's not saving me
To live for and hope for
I believe that this life is killing me
That it brings me down to drown in misery
You don't think that i will sink but you can't see
That the blues and grays are pouring down on me
To live for and hope for please pray for
I believe i'll shut my mouth before i scream
I can't go out the sky is closing out on me
I believe that i'm scared of what i see
It isn't right the way this life is killing me
To live for and hope for please pray for